Sunday, 28 June 2009
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Went for a reunion lunch for my parents and (part of) their gang way back from UM CF days. Old friends one table, children (that's me!) another table.
The children's table.
These reunions typically happen when one family is back from the U.S.A. for holiday, in particular, my childhood friends Cindy and Catherine (and younger brother who was born after I left). Actually, I've always, and still do, call them by their Chinese names. Lotsa memories of playing at their house, as well as an outing to the zoo, among others.
Full version of the camel picture some of you may recognize. The girl behind me is Cindy.
One Christmas.
Cindy and my sister share the same birth date. I would have been seven here.
The last reunion was more than ten years ago, a 3D2N retreat at a private beach in Port Dickson. The adults would have their own sessions, whilst the children (I was eleven) would play on the beach literally all day. Since Cindy, Catherine, and I knew only each other at the reunion, we played separately from the other (majority) kids. We were all making sandcastles.
And the well-told story goes like this: There was this boy (a year younger than I) from the other group, who would keep coming over to our side with loads of attitude and nasty things to say, especially about our sandcastle. He even stomped down one of our walls! (This fragment recalled by Cindy and Catherine.) He was such an obnoxious nuisance that I often complained to his parents about him whom I only knew as "Su Ann's brother" or "Uncle ___'s son".
Fast forward many years later, I met Shern Ren at dNA. Nice, smart boy. One evening after camp, I happened to mention him at the dinner table and, being such a unique name, my mom went, "Shern Ren, Uncle __'s son?" I was pleasantly surprised that our parents knew each other, but right the next second, it dawned on me...
Disclaimer: Shern Ren has long since grown up to be a decent and sociable, albeit crazy, scientist, a mushy poet, and a caring friend. *wink*
Sandcastle gang. (Shern Ren looks sooooo innocent here. ;P)
Thursday, 25 June 2009
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This is gonna be one post made of photos and nostalgia...
They were my gang of bestest buddies in Form 6, but I'd only met each one individually or in other groups since then. This was the first time in four years that we managed to catch all four of us together. And boy, did it bring back many, many memories...

And this was me:
Ping Ting sat next to me in the Accounting class (I replaced Accounting with Literature in English), Ian was from Physics, Kwan Yuk from Commerce/Visual Art. We (excepting Ian) formed three quarters of the student council exco. And yes, my class was the least 'hostile' towards 'visitors', you could walk in freely and just blend in, irregardless of race and gender, "other classes, you feel one kind," though "all girls also welcome in the physics class ler!" :P
All pictures above from the year 2005 were from Sai Mun's infamous cameraphone, which soon became my toy as well. *wink*
Our identity cards then...

...and student ID's now (some since defunct).
Driver's licence then...

...and now.
Remembering the old times...
Sixth Form Student Council.
(Appreciated ya'll so much more when we got to university. We fought so strong that they did away with democracy the next batch, in favour of a yesman committee.)
Palace of Justice, Putrajaya.
Segarian Idol supporters.
...and the one and only truly a group shot from those days:
The cameraman was directing Ian in adjusting himself to Ping Ting's height, down and up and down again. "You think I'm an elevator is it?!" The rest of us just burst out laughing...*snap*
Felt really, really good to be together again. *smile*
The passerby wondered why we smiled in one direction all of a sudden.
Ian drove me back (just like old times) with Kwan Yuk in tow, I went into the house, waved them off, then came back out to lock the gate, and whaddya know, Sai Mun (lives several doors up the road) drove home from work. I immediately called the two...erm...fellas *wink* back and before I knew it, I had three working guys hanging out in front of my gate!
The giraffe and the pelly and me...and PTE.
Monday, 22 June 2009
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It was supposed to be a special Samuel meet-up, but due to unforeseen circumstances, it ended up more of Shern Ren's Back!
Among his first words to me:
"You look hungry. You look like you're wilting."
"Stop trying to psychoanalyse me, I know I'm very interesting."
(Above photos taken by Michelle Hong [right] and Benjamin Ong [left])
Poor Michelle lost her camera (exact same model as mine) in Thailand. On the subject of a camera fund, it was said that 2¥ won't get you very far, it can't even buy a camera button. In fact, it just pays for the receipt.
We got bored waiting for someone to powder her nose.
(Notice the earphones)
Of pâté and marble toast,
Of date[:] pudding and hardened cotton candy,
Of clean tables and revolving doors,
As always,
Tuesday, 16 June 2009
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AGF - Master of Arts (English Literature)
by Coursework and Research
Semester 1, 2009/2010
Congratulations! We are pleased to inform you that the University of Malaya has approved your admission for the above programme.
Now it's official. Suddenly, I've a plethora of forms, instructions, and schedules on my lap.
(Instead of a big fat letter in the mailbox, I have "Please print your offer letter" and "Please print document for registration purposes". So when the checklist for registration asks to please bring along "original letter of offer", I wonder...what constitutes "original" letter of offer?)
Lectures begin 6th of July, same as the undergraduates. In that sense it's just like coming back for the next semester. The Majlis Meraikan Calon Baru Pascasiswazah (in other words, welcome briefing) is next week, Friday (the last working day before *gasp* Haluansiswa).
In the meantime, it's medical check-up (exact same form!), x-ray, documents, matric card, and passport photos all over again.
It's like entering university again, minus the live-in on-campus orientation.
Monday, 15 June 2009
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Kuala Pilah is one sleepy, sleepy town.
Where lembu roam the streets,
The silver-haired grace storefront alleys.
Walls are footprint, graffiti, and gum-free,
And photocopying costs three cents.
It's small, quiet, and oh-so-uneventful.
Things move S l o w.
This trip was all about architecture, photography, kopitiam, and of course, friends. I left most of the photography, especially architectural, to Benjamin and his film camera.
The Istana Lama Seri Menanti is plain and simple for a child's fairytale imagination, 'tis really an ideal place for that ubiquitous Malaysian pastime: lepak. The steps to the upper levels were extremely steep, we concluded that the royal family must have had very nimble feet. Speaking of which, I noticed the hopscotch boxes drawn out on the ground outdoors and below, three separate sets for abundant offspring, which really made the palace feel that much more down-to-earth. After exploring the courtier galleries, colonial-style dining room (complete with anti-theft barcode tags on the cutlery and 'fruits'), and royal bedchambers, we parked ourselves on the third level balcony, where it was slightly breezy and timelessly lazy.
We found leisurely occupation and amusement in observing an on-site wedding photo shoot, speculating whether the couple was genuine, and whether it was the photographers (four of them!) or the models that were in training, if at all. Reminds us of the visit to the paddy museum in Alor Setar, where Shern Ren was more interested in the (real live) water buffalo lazing out front. There, a mini documentary on mastication and repelling of insects was produced.
Back in Kuala Pilah town, the six of us were so obviously out-of-towners. We were stared at everywhere we went. For one, there were hardly any youngsters around our age, as most of them would've probably run off to the cities, studies or otherwise. Our behaviour, body language, and dressing also made a difference. The budget hotel we stayed at was already the most modern looking building around. The shopkeepers, stall owners, and taxi drivers habitually asked where we're from. One uncle enquired, "Why'd you come here?" "(To) visit a small town." He just smiled.
Night market.
That night we had [deep] sharing,
Where are you at?
Each time it is
Like a watering hole,
To release and to replenish.
D, B, J, A, Y, & T.
Timer-ed jump shots are tricky and difficult. We took a total of twenty (20), with varying results. We sure burned off that big brunch we had earlier, and drew many, many amused stares from passers-by, whether on foot, bicycle, car, or lorry.
Going home marked my first time ever taking the KTM Komuter from end to end, that is from Seremban to Rawang (whilst it is still considered the end station), no stops in between.
Terima Kasih. Sila Datang Lagi.
Photo album here.
Saturday, 13 June 2009
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One of my least favourite things about long semester breaks is what I call my refugee status. Having to move out of college, my things would be in bags, boxes, and pails congregated at the foot of the stairwell at home. It's a pain having to dig for things, and such disorganization sets my mind at unease.
Traveling constitutes such a major portion of my holiday, that a high school classmate once commented that it's easier to catch me during semester than during break time. One month into my holiday since the end of finals, I'd spent a cumulative total of only three days at home, all sandwiched between Langkawi, Cameron's, Malacca and Kluang.
After being accustomed to a range of student budget lodgings and common sharing, a family suite at Everly Resort Hotel Malacca was a luxury, most especially coming after Camp Cameron. Compare rice, two dishes, and sometimes soup, to a hotel buffet spread of at least five dishes, salads, soup, bread n' butter, fruits, cakes and gelatines; ten girls (plus two camp staff) to a bathroom, versus just my sister and I. The compromise is that I have a whole bunch of older adults and young children for company, and hardly a peer in sight. Sien-ness.
Inner facade of middle wing.
The view from my suite.
Menara Taming Sari, Malacca Revolving Tower.
Views therefrom:

Kluang, as usual (CNY aside), was about food, movies, and shopping.
The new Kluang Mall (there's a new shopping complex everytime I go lately) rather rightly claims that you can now shop like (in) a city.
On the plus (hah!) side, I gained 2kgs! -
The ghost of Camp Cameron won't let me rest in peace (been having epic dreams past coupla nights) till I've dedicated a post to it.
Family
Family is a very central element at Camp Cam. Mine was the TENders family of Chalet 10. Our fortes were cleaning (we often fought to do household duties, even when it wasn't our turn), eating (camp kitchen notice had it that we were +3 portions), and singing (be it choir, dikir barat, the Elmo song, or commando marching).
Family photo @ Boh Plantations.
(Above photo taken from official photography)
Our home.
Me at the TENery, twin doors that open out to a steep drop, and an awesome view of the mountains.
Girls' shower list.
Sessions
We were taken on a quick journey of the Bible, made to confront our relationships with God, self, others (the most intense sessions), and the world, and taught Bible study methods in the vein of what I do in literary studies.
I'd like to say more, but I'm bound to save some surprises for juniors attending camp in future.
Instead I shall post my personal response to Psalm 90, the following lines were written to accompany a pastel crayon drawing:
God of Moses,
God of Today.
Life is short,
Our very breath
blows away
into a swirl of dust,
Disappears.
Not one sin
escapes Thy omnipresence,
Unnoticed.
Teach me O Lord
to live my dad-to-day
pleasing and dedicated
to You.
[22 May 2009]
Devotion
Morning devotion had a special name, as we were introduced to a method new to many of us. Again, I remain tight-lipped on this one, though I shall venture to mention how God sent mist to descend upon the mountains at an hour inconsistent with every other morning, in order to coincide with our once-in-a-camp experience.
Games
For the first time in my life, I actually enjoyed captain ball (variation of netball, popular in local Christian circles). Previously whenever I found myself forced to play, I would just run around the field for show, wishing it would end quickly, or I could be substituted out. This time, I actually played, even scored a shot early in the round I was in. And when the final whistle blew, I actually wished I could play more.
In relay ping pong, the combination order of Daniel-Yen Yen-Su-Jian worked so well, I can claim that in the two games we played, my family's service never died in my hands.
I must also mention the famous confrontations I had with Li Ern on the captain ball field. When both of us stepped up to face each other (from opponent families) at the referee's starting throw, we screamed at each other. And I mean SCREAM. We screamed again when we met at the post-game handshake line-up. No hard feelings, just a UM final year thing. *wink*
Food
Up in the cool Cameron's weather, my appetite was very, very good, especially during the first half of camp. I was constantly given extra rice, and picking up leftovers. The first lunch outing I had half a lamb chop rice, half an assam laksa, a chicken burger with cheese (minus two bites), half a strawberry pancake, and half a peach pancake (all halves and minus bites cuz of sharing/trying). And earlier that morning I had had two and a half bowls of porridge. My bedmate christened me Miss Big Eater.
Our hoard.
The second outing, the chalet chef (Su-Jian, who dreams of opening a restaurant one day) and I stocked up on extra food supplies: frankfurters, luncheon meat, flour, milk, cheddar cheese, jelly mix, chocolates, and marshmallows (that we'd originally intended for supper milo, but when we found out about the barbecue...). Our 'grandfather' (camp staff) commented of outing that we ate like they never fed us, and stocked our shelves as though they'd never feed us again!
Su-Jian re-cooking vegetables he thought lacking in taste.
Mongolia
Our family was proud to have 'Uncle' Shagai, from Mongolia. From him, I learned to write my name in Mongolian. Thus it was no surprise which country/culture we were assigned for pseudo-cultural night.

Preparations.
(Above photo courtesy of Joshua Entol)
We came up with an interactive diorama depicting Tsagaan Sar, the Mongolian New Year in the first month of Spring. Guests would be invited to participate in the Mongolian custom of greeting the father and mother of the house, as well as 'tobacco' exchanging, and sample Mongolian milk tea, a concoction of tea, milk, and salt, cooked by Uncle Shagai himself.
Group 1 (take turns to host and to visit other chalets).
(Above photo courtesy of Joshua Entol)
It still amazes me how we managed to transform the chalet into the inside of a Mongolian yurt, covering as many traces of modern living as possible, even covering the entrance to the kitTEN (chalet kitchenette), and wrapping garbage bags around the flourescent lighting to dim the place.
Reflection
Reflections were eight-hour affairs of camp-wide silence and, of course, personal reflection.
Pictured below is the top left corner of my camp journal, accompanied by the pair of earrings I happened to be wearing each time. Hehe.
Week 1.
Week 2.
Week 3.
Connections
What's a local camp without the inevitable discoveries of mutual friends and connections? Apart from Su-Jian who is a childhood friend of Soo Tian from the same hometown, and Adrian's brother Abel (in my family), Zachary's brother Justin (in Li Ern's family), and Bryant's sister Adeliyn (in Shoba's family), I was connected to every single girl in my room! Huey Lin's senior at the UPM CF is my Form 6 classmate Cheun Yen, and her cousin Ke Sin is my hostel junior. Audrey's uncle is my father's colleague. She also knows Simon, from the same matriculation college as herself, who is now a UM medical student. Huey Lin knows Timothy from school, who is also doing medicine at UM. Huey Lin and Audrey sleep on either side of me at camp, while this Timothy and Simon are now best friends and roommates in uni (correct me if I'm wrong, Tim)! The other two girls in the room are Swee Mang, who knows Tee Ming from USMKK CF, and Melissa, who knows some of the PKVians from school. Sharon from the other girls' room knows a PKVian, Emily Tang, from MBS, KL. *sweat*
Melting into pretty purple dahlias.
Every so often in the thick of camp routine, I craved alone time to pause and process.
Ironically, getting back in touch with reality involved living in my head.
Photo albums here, here, and here.
Sunday, 10 May 2009
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Ten minutes before time was up, I was beginning to get emotional already. I spent five minutes trying to think of any last minute point, failing which I just scribbled some conclusion, and then just sat there half smiling, half on the verge of tears.
Almost six years ago, this is what I set out to do. And now I've done it.5.5.2009
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We started out the four of us...
English Lit (major) + Sociology (minor) combo, 1st year 2nd semester.
(Above photo courtesy of Stephanie Tan...I think)
...and end the four of us.

Right after the final finals paper: Postcolonial Literatures in English I (cue Tien Li cringe)
(Above photo courtesy of Aisya Shurfa)
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The last week (only five days, in fact) since my last paper has been crazily on the fast lane. 'Twas a rush to spend precious time with the precious people who made my campus life.
5th May

Delicious post-finals lunch with coursemates.

End of exams plus birthday celebration with PKVians.
6th-8th May
Langkawi trip with seventh college third years.
(Above photo courtesy of Vanessa Ong)
9th May
I cut my hair.
The most dramatic change since I was nine,
And the shortest since I was thirteen.

Sushi Zanmai, Sell Out! (movie), Krispy Kreme, walk around KL, and Jalan Alor famous beef noodles with Kee Aun, Poay Ling, Suit Lin, Adrian, and later joined by Sook Chan (sp?).
We ALL cut our hair today (yesterday)!
(Kee Aun, behind the camera, cut his earlier.)
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Checked out of college today, for the last time ever. The bang when I shut the door and turned the key was deafening to my mind's ear.

The night view from my first floor window.
*
I depart for camp in Cameron's tomorrow!
Be gone for three (3) weeks.
Wednesday, 29 April 2009
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Flick of a finger turns on a switch. WHOOOOOOSSSSSH! I step into the wind. Stand in front of a continuous, huge, enormous gust of wind. It's blowing so strongly, mercilessly, but I stand put, as best as I can. Squint my eyes tight, hair flailing wildly behind. Stretch my arms forward and, I collapse. I'm clawing at the ground, against the force of a gale. Like a little bug on the windscreen. I'm blown away, literally.
If I can't have it natural, I'd settle for a giant industrial-grade fan.
Now I'm on a green, grassy, large field so wide, it stretches as far as my eyes want to limit. I run straight ahead. I run like I'm dodging a bullet. I run in circles. I SHOUT with all my might. Compulsion and contorted face. Only the heavens hear me.
And my car parked nearby.
I stretch one leg out and up behind, raising it till it touches the back of my head. I raise my arms to hold it in place and, I'm turning turning turning turning turning turning turning turning turning turning. Lowering my leg to parallel the ground, and my arms splayed out ready for flight, I spin spin spin spin spin spin spin spin spin and not get dizzy.
Can I shout at you?
A sifu shows up. Whispers in my ear. I shake my head but he insists. I lean back, and then break into a run. And a spinning leap. The floor is a trampoline I bounce on, head meeting legs in pike position when at the top. Fluid, full of energy. Then I do giant Jumping Jacks (half-jacks, actually) up in mid air. I'm on top of the world.
Feel the rush.(Disclaimer: Happened only in my head. My leg cannot actually stretch that far.)
Friday, 24 April 2009
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The final years of PKV decided to get together and do something for the juniors as a farewell gift. We made heart-shaped cards for each junior, the signing of which saw the mobilisation of manpower at Li Ern proportions. Everyone was in touch with everyone else, and there were special meet-ups. And that's where it all started: final years checking off items on their To Do Before I Graduate list.
Kayaking
At the varsity lake in the middle of campus. It wasn't as difficult as I imagined, nor were my arms sore the next day, perhaps thanks to my prior tarian training. Jen Hann who took kayaking for his co-corriculum component made each of us stand up in the boat!

It only barely drizzled when we first arrived, and then again when our one hour was up. Later it poured as we made our way to tenth college's Slow Rock café, another first for some of us.
Photo album here.
Rimba Ilmu
Is the varsity's very own tropical botanic garden (and forest). We got Benjamin, an Ecology and Biodiversity second year junior, to play tour guide.
"How many here for the first time?" All (final year) hands went up. Ben looked like he'd got the shock of his life.
Near the entrance, many of the herbs in the Medicinal Plants section are sponsored by Clarins, and even ExxonMobil (???). "So this is the reason why we were colonised," I observed.

The Shade House looked pretty shady. "This is a place of interest for phycologists (study of algae), and entomologists studying mosquitoes." We grimace. "This place is FULL of mosquitoes," and Ben steps right in. "Stay in here for ten minutes and you will come out all red," and everyone scurries out.
Another Ben quote somewhere along the way: "Malaysia is home to some of the largest palms in the world," *waves palms (hands) around vigorously*
The Bamboos section put us all into kungfu mode.
In the midst of overhanging trees and songs of the cicada, it occurred to me that, "it takes so much time and energy to make the camera lens do what the human eye does naturally."
Photo album here.
Bukit Cinta
Where most of us had passed or stopped by for novelty's sake, but never really hung out at. We were originally at eleventh college, digging into lamb, lentils, pasta, baguette, and the luscious mango juice ("The only thing better than this is the mango itself"--Francis) from the Arab stall (yet another first for me, to Ben's and George's astonishment). Before that, some of them went Swimming at the varsity's pool (I was too drowsy that afternoon to pull myself there).
Exiting from eleventh college, I simply decided to turn right instead of left (both ways lead home), and that's how we ended up detained by the lovely sunset at Bukit Cinta. I sms-ed someone in the other car already off-campus by then, and before we knew it they were on their way over, after picking up a kite from Rachel's place.

'Twas truly a memorable night of talking, laughing, running crazy in the middle of the road, a monitor lizard scare, and just lying on the sidewalk. In a fit of energy I dropped my phone for the last time before it started dying on me.
(Photo above courtesy of Rachel Choong)
And then we go our merry separate ways.
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